First I'd like to congratulate Tite Kubo on his 50th volume of Bleach...fuck you Kubo...but seriously if you've been keeping up with Bleach up until chapter 448 at least it's gotten a little bit more interesting I'm really glad to see that, that guy that stabs you...but doesn't really stab you, doesn't just make the stabiee's (or rather the "un-e-STAB-lished" for the politically correct term) as lose their power like I initially expected....but now he just probably has portions of everybody's powers....like Kirby....fuck you Kubo...
Future Job Hunt Rant:
As you guys know I want to be a Martial Arts Instructor (since we're talking Goju-Ryu I'd be a Sensei), but guys I've been thinking and by thinking I mean I'm fucking confused, am I truly passionate about teaching Martial Arts? or is this some sort of detour, this thinking really started to go wild tonight after I talk to another guy that's well on his way to becoming a Sensei:
(See I had no plan to teach children, because I was gonna do an adult only Dojo...no dirty comments please -_-...or you know what at least your fucking commenting, comment away) but this guy also spoke to my Sensei and he wanted to do the same thing but my Sensei (fuck this is gonna get confusing) told him that it was important to teach kids in order to learn the values of the Martial Arts and so on and so forth, point is...I hate children! I can deal with them on a one on one bases just fine but when its a group of the little bastards, do I look like Bill Cosby to you? That got me thinking there are other aspects of all this I don't like, I don't like the enormous amount of stress owning a Dojo seems to cause, I don't like the pretentious douche bags you have to deal with in this business and most of all FUCK YOU KUBO, but if I didn't become a Sensei what would I do?:
As you guys know I'm also planning to go to Law School and become a full time lawyer for a few years...but I wouldn't want to do that permanently...do I even want to do that? I'd have to be with a whole DIFFERENT breeeeed of pretentious douche-bags, and I'd be sitting at a desk all day, and my life would be so boring, see Martial Arts is the only thing I've ever gotten really passionate about but that passion has mainly been eroded, is that something you have to fight with though in order to get back? Is that natural? No matter which job I think about it always ends up sucking in my head, I was watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 the other day when I fucking said "hmmm pirating might be a good career option" but then I figured that those long days stranded at sea would suck to
It's like that poem by Robert Frost "The Road Not Taken", a lot of people think that poems about going on the road less travelled by other people, but no no it's not about that shit at all when you read it, it's about two roads...both are ordinary roads, their just different (I don't mean the roads are homosexual...), and so the guy takes one of the fucking roads and he ends up going through the entire road...and he said that road was cool, but he said man taking the other road would have been really cool too...and so either way he would have been fucked...and when I read that poem I was like what the fuck that's stupid pick a fucking road you'd be happy with...but now I know...NOW I UNDERSTAND ROBERT FORGIVE ME FOR MY INSOLENCE
But hey maybe I'm overreacting maybe being with the kids will get better as I go along, I tend to overreact...AS I'M FUCKING SURE MOST OF YOU HAVE NOTICED ^oT *eye twitch*, in the end I think I'm gonna stick with being a Sensei and just take it day by day...exactly like an alcoholic -_-, but let's see how this turns out...I'm glad we had this talk *forced smile of doom*
I'm Third Generation Don't Give A Fuck,
Asaya HelwaEhwee
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